LiL KeL's UnDeRwOrLd

eMo KiD

2007-11-02T05:34:00.001-07:00

this is one of the songs tat i always listen to it coz the words are so meannung full and its like my life..MY LIFE is like this songs...i really miss her so much my mistery girl...i found u but i can only like u nth more... only GOD knws my future...sign..

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around
You used to lean on me
The only other choice was falling down
You used to walk with me like
We had no where we needed to go
Nice and slow
To no place in particular

We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
When nights were clear you were the first star that i'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought we used to know
At least there's you
And at least there's me
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back?
To how it used to be

I used to reach for you
I got lost along the way
I used to listen
You always had the just right thing to say
I used to follow you
Never really cared where we would go
Fast or slow
To anywhere at all

We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
The nights were clearer for the first time that I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought we used to know
At least there's you
And at least there's me
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back?
To how it used to be

I look around me
And I want you to be there
Cause I miss the things that we shared
Look around you
It's empty and you're sad
Don't you miss the love that we had?

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around
The only one around

We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
The nights were clearer for the first time that I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought we used to know
At least there's you
And at least there's me
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back?
To how it used to be yeah
To how it used to be..

p/s: My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,

Yeah, this, is my wish mistery girl

i made it !!!!!

2007-10-16T02:13:00.000-07:00

OMG i cant beleive it i made it...im truly bless ...N also it was a fantastic week 4 me...1st at church with the 11-13TH i really love them so much....thanks 4 giving a chance..will not let u down again...to mom and dad...I LOVE U i told u i will make it...thanks 4 beleving in me. now my life is kinda boring but theres always ppl there 4 me....

Wat should i DO

2007-10-10T00:53:00.000-07:00

it always strucks me...where should i go....i really wan to be in this team i waited so long for this and finally it came...now theres another way is to make my parents happy....i donno where should i go...to the place where i always wanted to go or family....i really hate doing this sometimes..wish i didnt have to go thru this...

i HATE it.....

Slow Dance

2007-10-04T06:11:00.000-07:00

this is a poem from a very sick girl from NY....
her dream was to becom a famous poem writer,and hopeing tat her poem will be read by ppl around the world....but now she has cancer..i am now making her dream come true by posting one of her poem in my blog...

SLOW DANCE

Have you ever watched kids

On a merry-go-round?

Or listened to the rain

Slapping on the ground?

Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?

Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?

You better slow down.

Don't dance so fast.

Tim e is short.

The music won't last.

Do you run through each day

On the fly?

When you ask How are you?

Do you hear the reply?

When the day is done

Do you lie in your bed

With the next hundred chores

Running through your head?

You'd better slow down

Don't dance so fast.

Time is short.

The music won't last.

Ever told your child,

We'll do it tomorrow?

And in your haste,

Not see his sorrow?

Ever lost touch,

Let a good friendship die

Cause you never had time

To call and say,"Hi"

You'd better slow down.

Don't dance so fast.

Time is short.

The music won't last.

When you run so fast to get somewhere

You miss half the fun of getting there.

When you worry and hurry through your day,

It is like an unopened gift....

Thrown away.

Life is not a race.

Do take it slower

Hear the music

Before the song is over.

2day was fun!!!

2007-09-23T06:22:00.000-07:00

wahh...2day when p[lay soccer at CIC damn fun...now all preparing 4 the family day compertition.yahooooo....got to play with the team.

I HaTe U LIE!!!!

2007-09-15T23:00:00.000-07:00

Dear lie
You suck
You said you could fix anything
Instead I'm f***
You made things even worse for me
If I brave I'd tell you get away from me
Guess I'm stupid
I let you unnerve me
I let you control me
Afraid the truth would hurt me
When it's you that hurts me more

Get outta my mouth
Get outta my head
Get outta my mind
Stop puttin' words in my head
Get outta my mouth
You're nothing but trouble
Get outta my life
Get out of me
Out of me lie

Dear lie
You're dumb
You think you've got the best of me
You think you won
Misread my vulnerability
I've got your walls
Now get the hell away from me
I've learned your art
Won't let you unnerve me
Won't let you control me
The truth will only free me
And your lies won't hurt no
No more

~SoRrY LiFe...Im WaS wRoNg~

2007-08-16T05:57:00.000-07:00

Sorry life...
as life goes on i’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
i realize everything i do is affecting the people around me
so i want to take this time out to apologize for things i have done
and things that have not occurred yet
and the things they don’t want to take responsibility for...

i’m sorry for the times i left u alone,
i was on the road and you were alone
i’m sorry for the times that i had to go
i’m sorry for the fact that i did not know
that you were sitting by ureself crying
could go back to when it was just you and me
i’m sorry for the times i would neglect
i’m sorry for the times i disrespect

i’m sorry for the wrong things that i’ve done
i’m sorry i’m not always there for u girl
i’m sorry for the fact that i'm not aware
that you can’t sleep at night when i am not there
because we are far apart like everyday
sorry for the things that i did not say
like how you are the best thing in my world
and how i'm so proud to call you my girl

i understand that there are some problems
and i am not too blind to know
all the pain you kept inside you
even though you might not show
if i can apologize for being wrong
then it’s just a shame on me
i’ll be the reason for your pain
and you can put the blame on me

sorry for the things that i put you through
and all the times you didn’t know what to do
sorry that you had to walk by ureself
just trying to stay busy till you heard from me
and you would rather be home with mom and dad
as one big family with love and bliss
and even though pops treated u like queens

i got up and left you there all alone
i’m sorry that you had to do it on your own
i’m sorry that i grew up way too fast
i wish i would’ve listened and not be so bad
i’m sorry your life turned out this way

i’m sorry that it took so long to see
they were dead wrong trying to put it on me
i’m sorry that it took so long to speak
i hope u manage better next time around
why doesn’t i wanna take blame
i’m just an average guy with a noble hear
because i love u i’ll take that blame

oNe DeSiRe

2007-07-23T06:44:00.000-07:00

if i could have one desire
before my life is through
even in my darkest night
my light would shine for you

your are my saving grace
anchor of my soul
in a world that's turned upside down
i wan you yo knw..

you are my faithful friend
the one that i lean on
you always understand
with all that i am
i give you the deepest devotion i know
with all my strength
i won't let go
as i look to ou
i will give you all my love...

2007-07-19T23:25:00.001-07:00

You're my life, you're my love,

You're my shining star, you're my beautiful dove,
I love you so much, you don't even know,
When I think about you my face starts to glow,
I'm so blessed to know you,
Just talking to you makes me feel less blue,
I've always wanted somebody like you in my life,
Someone who's kind, adorable, and usually very nice,
But I never stop to think,
That what God's given me could be gone in a wink,
It's never really occurred to me,
That God could easily take you away from me,
So while we're here, let's make it great,
And whatever happens, is up to fate,
Because if there's one thing in this life I know is true,
It's the simple fact, that

i PrOmIsE U I WiLL....

2007-07-11T20:43:00.000-07:00

when you're feeling lost in the night,
When you feel your world just ain't right
Call on me, I will be waiting
Shout my name, I will be there
Anytime the times get too tough,
Anytime your best ain't enough
I'll be the one to make it better
I'll be there to protect you, see you through
I'll be there, and there is nothing, I won't do...

I will cross the ocean for u
I will go and bring you the moon
I will be your hero, your strength, anything you need
I will be the sun in your sky
I will light your way for all time, i promise you
For you I will..

I will shield your heart from the rain
I won't let no harm come your way
these arms will be your shelter
these arms won't let you down
If there is a mountain to move
I will move that mountain for you

I'm here for you, I'm here forever
I will be your fortress, tall and strong
I'll keep you safe, I'll stand beside you right or wrong..

Lay my life on the line, for you I will fight, oh
For you I will die, with every breath, with all my soul
I'll give my word, I'll give it all
Put your faith in me, put your faith in me
And I'll do anything..

I will...

iF I DiE ToNiGhT!!!!

2007-07-10T18:35:00.000-07:00

if i die tonight,what will i do on my last day

i know i'd wake early in the morning for the crack of dawn's last pray

then probably go for breakfast like i use to do

fried kuey teow FAM and tebu at raju's

with my GIRL

and friends from way back,neighborhood homie,

extended fam

they only know me as that LiL KeL,with that spike hair.

rocking cross colour sneaks to school

writin' rhymes at the back of class,playing tricks on fools

then i'd come back to the crib,tidy up abit

y'all know my rom's messy though classy

start arrange my .... line up my shirts one by one

start with black and end up with pink..:)

put a post-it on the tongue of each one with the name of each dun

i think i know my homies and who would want which one

get on the phone and holla' at everybody

it's nearly noon gots to have lunch with the family

then spend the last day i don't know

try do a million other things hoping somehow time will slow

i guess what i'm trying to say is

take everyday like it was your last

work towards your dream before you pass and and have a blast while you at it

cause we dont't know when we gonna go ,so make the best of it

just keep it real to your self and to all peopple

if y'all lost somebody before remember there'll

be a sequel.....

so if i die tonight

you know it'll be alright

just smile for me

reminisce the fond memories!!!

well if i die tonight,i wonder where i'll be tomorrow

nobody cry plese,push away the sorrow

'cause i ain't been the best men,the best of friends

the best of mom and daddy's last son,

the best of anything,tell homeboyz

here's a fast one

if i die tonight,would i be forgiven

by all the people i been slackin'with when i was livin?

those who i hurt their hearts.took advantage of

and even lied to

hug you one last time for forgiveness,yeah i would like to

if i die tonight,would you feel the loss?

tomorrow would you dial my number by accident,then suddently.....pause?

if i die tonigh,i wonder who would get to keep my caps and shoes,

jersey,even my litle stuffed sponge bob, coco too.

get my cell phone message everyone from A to Z

tell 'em this ain't LiL KeL,he passed away last night,and pray he rest in peace

if i die tonight,what would happend to ra?

how long would it take before she kissed another man?....God damn

at fast food joints,would she still order the same combo meal for 2??

things i wish i knew....

so if i die tonight

you know it'll be alright

just smile for me

reminisce the fond memories..

A cute lil' thing to many eyes

to me you were simply a beautiful thing i tell no lies

we we went from mere invisible friends to pals real tight

rendezvous up on the net to chity chat at nigh

u used to pick up your phone and put tat smile on my face till tat day...

the last time we meet 01 september

i left feelin upset over...something,i cant remember...

and sorry for letting out on you...

i never appo;ogized till january 10th 2004

when i heard your sis passed away when i was deep in my sleep

your loss taught me not to take my friends for granted

misunderstanding gotta slam it quick,death you never plan it

you're sorely missed down here Wawyn.rest in peace

this too shall pass,but our true friendship will never cease

LOVE......

this is all dedicated to every love one's who at gone their rest...

you're alwayz be miss by ure love one..

rest in peace
LiL KeL

It'S OnLy mE MiSsInG YoU.....i LoVe YoU

2007-07-09T12:49:00.001-07:00

this is going out to the girl i love so much.....i know ure there come and save me from my misery....

MY HEARTS BLEEDS

tell me what you want,
tell me what u need,
my heart filled with sorrows,
sorry for what i've done
for what i done can't be undone.

from day to night
a shinning day seems dark
as a moonless night
my heart is deeply wounded
being crushed into a million pieces
knowing that I've made you cry at night
and made tears in your eyes

just tell me what feels
tell me what you want
to see your beautiful smile again
beautiful as the moon bright as the sun
oh,forgive me,forgive me
for what i had done
for my hearts bleeds for you!!