eMo KiD

this is one of the songs tat i always listen to it coz the words are so meannung full and its like my life..MY LIFE is like this songs...i really miss her so much my mistery girl...i found u but i can only like u nth more... only GOD knws my future...sign..

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around
You used to lean on me
The only other choice was falling down
You used to walk with me like
We had no where we needed to go
Nice and slow
To no place in particular

We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
When nights were clear you were the first star that i'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought we used to know
At least there's you
And at least there's me
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back?
To how it used to be

I used to reach for you
I got lost along the way
I used to listen
You always had the just right thing to say
I used to follow you
Never really cared where we would go
Fast or slow
To anywhere at all

We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
The nights were clearer for the first time that I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought we used to know
At least there's you
And at least there's me
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back?
To how it used to be

I look around me
And I want you to be there
Cause I miss the things that we shared
Look around you
It's empty and you're sad
Don't you miss the love that we had?

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around
The only one around

We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
The nights were clearer for the first time that I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought we used to know
At least there's you
And at least there's me
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back?
To how it used to be yeah
To how it used to be..

p/s: My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,

Yeah, this, is my wish mistery girl

i made it !!!!!

OMG i cant beleive it i made it...im truly bless ...N also it was a fantastic week 4 me...1st at church with the 11-13TH i really love them so much....thanks 4 giving a chance..will not let u down again...to mom and dad...I LOVE U i told u i will make it...thanks 4 beleving in me. now my life is kinda boring but theres always ppl there 4 me....

Wat should i DO

it always strucks me...where should i go....i really wan to be in this team i waited so long for this and finally it came...now theres another way is to make my parents happy....i donno where should i go...to the place where i always wanted to go or family....i really hate doing this sometimes..wish i didnt have to go thru this...

i HATE it.....

Slow Dance

this is a poem from a very sick girl from NY....
her dream was to becom a famous poem writer,and hopeing tat her poem will be read by ppl around the world....but now she has cancer..i am now making her dream come true by posting one of her poem in my blog...

SLOW DANCE

Have you ever watched kids

On a merry-go-round?

Or listened to the rain

Slapping on the ground?

Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?

Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?

You better slow down.

Don't dance so fast.

Tim e is short.

The music won't last.

Do you run through each day

On the fly?

When you ask How are you?

Do you hear the reply?

When the day is done

!

Do you lie in your bed

With the next hundred chores

Running through your head?

You'd better slow down

Don't dance so fast.

Time is short.

The music won't last.

Ever told your child,

We'll do it tomorrow?

And in your haste,

Not see his sorrow?

Ever lost touch,

Let a good friendship die

Cause you never had time

To call and say,"Hi"

You'd better slow down.

Don't dance so fast.

Time is short.

The music won't last.

When you run so fast to get somewhere

You miss half the fun of getting there.

When you worry and hurry through your day,

It is like an unopened gift....

Thrown away.

Life is not a race.

Do take it slower

Hear the music

Before the song is over.

2day was fun!!!

wahh...2day when p[lay soccer at CIC damn fun...now all preparing 4 the family day compertition.yahooooo....got to play with the team.

I HaTe U LIE!!!!

Dear lie
You suck
You said you could fix anything
Instead I'm f***
You made things even worse for me
If I brave I'd tell you get away from me
Guess I'm stupid
I let you unnerve me
I let you control me
Afraid the truth would hurt me
When it's you that hurts me more


Get outta my mouth
Get outta my head
Get outta my mind
Stop puttin' words in my head
Get outta my mouth
You're nothing but trouble
Get outta my life
Get out of me
Out of me lie


Dear lie
You're dumb
You think you've got the best of me
You think you won
Misread my vulnerability
I've got your walls
Now get the hell away from me
I've learned your art
Won't let you unnerve me
Won't let you control me
The truth will only free me
And your lies won't hurt no
No more

~SoRrY LiFe...Im WaS wRoNg~

Sorry life...
as life goes on i’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
i realize everything i do is affecting the people around me
so i want to take this time out to apologize for things i have done
and things that have not occurred yet
and the things they don’t want to take responsibility for...

i’m sorry for the times i left u alone,
i was on the road and you were alone
i’m sorry for the times that i had to go
i’m sorry for the fact that i did not know
that you were sitting by ureself crying
could go back to when it was just you and me
i’m sorry for the times i would neglect
i’m sorry for the times i disrespect

i’m sorry for the wrong things that i’ve done
i’m sorry i’m not always there for u girl
i’m sorry for the fact that i'm not aware
that you can’t sleep at night when i am not there
because we are far apart like everyday
sorry for the things that i did not say
like how you are the best thing in my world
and how i'm so proud to call you my girl

i understand that there are some problems
and i am not too blind to know
all the pain you kept inside you
even though you might not show
if i can apologize for being wrong
then it’s just a shame on me
i’ll be the reason for your pain
and you can put the blame on me

sorry for the things that i put you through
and all the times you didn’t know what to do
sorry that you had to walk by ureself
just trying to stay busy till you heard from me
and you would rather be home with mom and dad
as one big family with love and bliss
and even though pops treated u like queens

i got up and left you there all alone
i’m sorry that you had to do it on your own
i’m sorry that i grew up way too fast
i wish i would’ve listened and not be so bad
i’m sorry your life turned out this way

i’m sorry that it took so long to see
they were dead wrong trying to put it on me
i’m sorry that it took so long to speak
i hope u manage better next time around
why doesn’t i wanna take blame
i’m just an average guy with a noble hear
because i love u i’ll take that blame